Happy Thanksgiving

As some of you may know this is the start of a very bad time of year for me. The holidays pretty much suck for me. Don't get me wrong I love spending time with friends and family but over the past few years I haven't been able to really enjoy the holidays.

This year I decided that I wasn't going to dwell on past years, and instead be focus on what I am thankful for, friends and family. I think that this is the best time to acknowledge the people in my life that have given me so much love and support when I needed it the most. I am so lucky to have so many truly wonderful friends that have been there for me through thick & thin. The friends that have stuck with me over the past 15 years and the new friends that have come along. I especially want to thank the friends I've made in the past year that I am able to share all of this IF stuff with. It is a very hard thing to deal with and those women have made it so much easier on me and Ethan. We have been on this roller coaster of a ride far too long and even though I can finally see an end to it, it's still quite a way off.

As for my family they have done so much for me & Ethan, I will never be able to tell them how much it means to us to have the support they have given us.

I've been a pain at times, hard to believe but I have, and you have stuck with me, that means more to me than anything.

You have all had a hand in making me the person I am today and for that I am thankful.

Happy Thanksgiving!